This question crosses everyone’s mind every now and then. One finds different ways to answer this question at different times based on the past experience or the most current ones or even thinking what the future looks like. This question even bothers me and it shatters the inner me to find out an answer but I always fail to figure out the right one which makes me more curious about life. The chain reaction of failing to understand one’s life keeps the never ending hunch on like a light in the torch or as a thirsty earth getting little showers to quench the thirst. Everyone dreams about spending life in a certain way but life takes its sweet own course. In case one is able to walk the talk then life becomes friendly, easy going, lovely, comfortable and one enjoys even the pain it showcases at times but if life make one dance on a wrong tune then one moment calculates ages.
One’s life is made up of very tiny pieces of trust, faith, love, commitment, sensitivity, confidentiality to list a few which bounded together becomes a strong force which can either help one to be the strongest person on the earth and or in another way ruin one. These tiny pieces in one’s life revolve around in the form of friends, family, foes and deeds to name a few. It really is difficult to understand which one is the most active at which stage of life but the most recent interaction with one of these tiny pieces, which gives the utmost strength to one’s life, makes one feel at the top of the world or the bottom of the hell. One’s life takes the due course strongly with the latest interaction with any one of the tiny pieces since one trusts others more than oneself at times.
As a child one has many questions unanswered but as the awareness grows the haze clears slowly but the answers to those questions further complicates the situation. In a company everyone, in this life, thinks of having understood life to the maximum, which one thinks is no more a puzzle but a simple riddle, but if one stands in front of the mirror the quest to understand life still haunts.
Many great people have written a lot to explain one’s life which helps showing path to others in a sense but what one decides in one’s life at a particular moment is still a big question. There is always a gut which keeps one take a decision at various stages but the gut is always like throwing dices and the fate of which is always decided once the action is complete. The gut feeling is also influenced by the interactions with tiny pieces during various phases of life.
It is said that one learns from past mistakes but it is difficult for one to justify that it was a mistake. It’s always difficult for one to understand what made one take the action in past and how will one react to a similar situation in future which makes one more obscure upon understanding one’s life. The quest of life is always on and there are many ways one uses to find the real meaning of life like talking to others, sharing thoughts, sharing actions, listening to experiences etc. One usually forgets to talk to oneself but when the talks start the theory of complexity takes its course and quest of life begins again. It’s a never ending journey until the journey itself ends and no one knows if the quest really ends with the journey itself.
My quest is always ‘ON’ and I am thankful for your worthy support which gives me the strength to solve this utmost complex problem but I never know if I am solving it or further complicating it. But for sure with your kind support I always see light which makes me sense the answer to the Quest of Life. Thoughts welcome!!!
